My thoughts and prayers go out to your family. I pray that you will reach out to our heavenly Father Jehovah God who will provide you with strength beyond normal to help you to cope with your grief. As you meditate on the happy times that you shared with your loved one, please allow God to comfort you by means of his inspired scriptures where he holds out a most wonderful future for all have lost loved one to death. ~ Romans 15:4; John 5:28, 29; Revelations 21:3, 4