Johnson Family, I send my condolences. The loss of a loved one can grieve the heart, because you miss them so much. Draw close to God through prayer. He is the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort. (2 Corinthians 1:4) He promises us at Revelation 21:4 that He will wipe the tears from our eyes and death will be no more, neither mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things will have passed away. Please find comfort in this promise. My prayers are with your family.