daddy im losing myself, i feel like im going through life alone, it's not fair, im only 16 and i feel like i have lost everything already like there's no purpose for life anymore, I've lost all the people who matter most to me, idk what's next for me ... i thought i had coped with going through a new year without you but I haven't , I miss you so much and I wish I could just tell u everything right now, ik if you were here so many things wouldn't be happening the way that they did.