Michelle, it will be the little things that you will remember, the quiet moments, the smiles, and the laughter. Although it may seem hard right now, it will be the memories of these little things that help to push away the pain and bring the smiles back again. Remember God is true to his word; you can do all things through Christ that gives you strength (Phil. 4:13). May you find strength in the love of family and in the warm embrace of friends.