I'm missing you like crazy big brother. And it'll be 5 long crazy years but I know in my heart you're forever in my heart and watching over me. I think I took you're death the hardest because they killed you right around the time we became the closest. I pray you're at peace. I miss your smile and how we stayed on the phone every night late talking about everything. I still have you're letters and cards you sent me. I need to frame them. But I'm about to go before I cry myself to sleep. I love u so much more than anyone could know