I wish things would have turned out different,I wish you could've seen all the progress she was doing to make things better to please you,she only wanted some time to figure it all out,she loved yo dearly,I know you blamed me,I was truly trying to help,its my fault I couldn't let her go,she begged and cried,worried so much,tried and tried to help you,I know deep down you loved her,you just were so scared to be left alone,not loved,but you were not alone,this has caused so much pain and heartache for us all,I pray you are surrounded by your loved ones and are at peace,we will not let this tragedy ruin your memory,you had a big heart,you just couldn't show it all the time,we will do good things in your memory,you may be gone but you will live on in our hearts.I promise to do everything to protect and take care of her like you asked,some of your other wishes could not be granted but it was not our choice,others had to make that decision,may you rest in peace and we will meet again