Mama I've had another birthday without here to celebrate it with me. I am still missing you like crazy. My life has not been the same since you left us. I trying my best to hold things down and the promises that I made you. I love you so much. They say that time heals broken hearts, but sometimes I think in my case my heart is beyond repair. I sometimes feel so alone, but I just keep on praying that one day I will be get better.