I'm going to try this again. My first post was kind of hard to understand. I must have been falling asleep because I'm exhausted and devastated right now...but here it is: My brother would laugh and smile often. And when he did, he had a spark in his eye that always touched my heart. I know he went through a lot of hard knocks during his lifetime; especially since our Mother died in 2005, but he seemed to always find a way to have fun. He did what he loved, he did whatever he wanted (whenever he wanted). He was a free spirited person. Those dimples...oh those dimples. I have them too. My God, it's a sad time right now for sooo many people. I am so proud to have had a brother like "Charles Doe". To know that sooo many people sincerely loved him. I mean, people really, really loved my brother because he was an extraordinarily nice/funny/sincere/kind/generous/hard-hustleing person. He hustled however he could. He loved his streets and his people. He loved everyone. I'm glad he had fun! I miss you "Man". Wow, I'm numb right now with the feeling of "something's missing". I gotta get myself together. THIS IS HARD LORD. PLEASE God, help me. Guide me Lord. Give me strength Jesus! Oh God, PLEASE! AMEN!!!