Hi Dad, This is year 2... It hasnt gotten any easier for me... I miss you so much... So many things I wish you were here to help me with.. I dont know how to pick up the pieces Pop. I dont know how to stop missing you... Yesterday was a blur... I couldnt find myself.. I couldnt find how to fill this hole... a void.. I just push like you taught me.. I pray like you taught me.. I still listen for you... Hoping that in my dreams I can talk to you...I miss you.. I will go back to being the person you groomed me to be... Strong and relentless... I am a Chestnut.. and I will always be the epitome of the legacy you started.. Love Tosha