Hi Dad... It is 3 years today... still not easy.. still not whole.. still not so many things. Uncle Alton passed.. Uncle Joe in the hospital. So much has changed since you been gone. Grandma misses you so much. I gave her some of your ministry tapes. Just to hear your voice. I havent been bold enough to listen just yet... I am building myself up to come visit you. Just typing this is flooding me with emotions... But I am ok.. We did a gathering in honor of you. You would have liked it. All your grandkids were pretty much here. U didnt get to meet the great great grands... They are adorable Dad... Johnny's 2 kids and Jayla's 1 kid.tNat is doing good.. She is getting married soon. Johnell may be going overseas to play ball... I know you see that! Larry is doing great too! Along with Sam... We all are adjusting...I just want to always have a place to see the progression of our now spiritual bond because thats all I have now. I miss you so much... I will visit really soon.. Just give me time to get myself in order.. We will never forget you Pops... Love Tosha