My dear sister, Shelida, please remember in the Word of God it says in Proverbs 14:32-When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down, but even in death the righteous have a refuge. So remember that even in death we can take refuge in God, for through Christ, death is merely the event that brings us to the presence of the Father. Death is not really the end, but the beginning of life as it should be.