I'm so very sorry for your loss. Your family have my sincere condolences. During this sad time meditate on Jehovah's promise from his word the Bible. That promise is the hope of the resurrection. Psalm 37:29 states: “The righteous themselves will possess the earth, and they will reside forever upon it.” Think of what that means! Families and friends torn apart by death will meet once again here on earth by means of their resurrection. You can look forward to enjoying good times and companionship once again with your dear loved one. Isn't that a wonderful hope. Jehovah's promise of EVERLASTING LIFE will come true. (John 17:3) For more information on this subject please visit website jw.org